MizzleSins

I know I need help. Therapy. But I'm terrified of therapists.. and medications.

Minus the fact I wrote this entire thing out then accidentally closed the window>.>; First off, the well known thing that's been going on for 4 and a half months now.. plus the fact I asked his friend about whats been going on with him and she hasn't replied. It's been over a week now. I sent a second message two days ago ( both of which were friendly and apologizing if I was being a bother) and still, no reply. She's been on, I've seen her on.. but no. Also I got one point down from a passing part on honors roll on my midterm.. completely ruined my day there. Annndd.. I've been trying to actually earn my own money .. using money commissio

I'll just act like I'm talking to myself. I remember last year how Christmas spirited I was by the first of December.. maybe earlier. This year I don't even want Christmas to come.. Last year we did nothing but talk to each other, said Merry Christmas so many times we got tired of it. It was such a great year last year. This year, everything seems to have gone downhill. Just a couple months after we were together.. He stopped talking to me as much as he used to. It's been three and a half months, and he hasn't logged on once. I heard he might be going through some hard times.. but three months..? Three months... It's a bit too far.... I f